ALIF , ALIF , ALIF ...

hermmm....nper lh sjk akhir2 nieh aq asyk trmnung psl dier???aper yg dh x kene ngan aq nieh hah?!?!?!?!? .... x mngkin aq ske kt dier...pdhal...aq ader org laen dh....and, knpe lh aq asyk trpkir jerk psl dier??? knp , knp , knpppppp???????arghhhhhh!!!! tdkkkkk!!!! aper lh aq nieh...pkir yg bkn2....dier tuh,dh lh smbong.....tpi bg aq dier still ader dlm atie aq....aq mncobe tuk lpekn dier tpi, knpe lh x bole???? ape yg dh x kne ngan aq nieh hah????erghhhh!!!!! ALIF2....aq rndu dgn suare kow kt tepon...klu bole,aq nk kmbali mnjadi adq angkt koe tpi,knp koe msih x bole trime aq???? knpppppppp???????????